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Thursday, March 30, 2006

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Να ζητήσω εκ των πρωτέρων ένα (η μια?) συγνώμη για το greekenglish αλλά πείτε μου πληζ, είμαι τόσο υπερβολική??? I seek advise, I do need you!


S'agapaw s'agapaw s'agapaw s'agapaw. Auto na to thumasai kath' olh th diarkeia tou email. Opws kai egw kserw oti kai su m'agapas kai eisai kalos re gmt.

Dialogos sto thema "apostash" h "de milame oso prepei" de ginetai. Giati lew kati kai meta metanoiwnw pou to lew. Noiwthw kai hlithia.
Stelnw e-mail.
Erxesai edw, pername kala. Feugeis, ellada to lene auto, xxx to lene auto, egw downiazomai, peftw. Gia mena milaw twra, entelws egwistiko e-mail.
Ama akolouthisw thn polu orthi logikh sou, etsi tha nai kopela mou. 3 meres kala, 4 meres na xaliesai. Gia oso krathsei h fash, oso paei.
Ola kala. Apla thelw na katalaveis oti o logos pou xaliemai einai pou de mporw na se katalavw, oso kai an thelw na mpw sta papoutsia sou, de mporw na katalavw pws einai na pernane 2 meres kai na mhn me exeis milhsei kan, pws noiwtheis, ti noiwtheis, giati to kaneis? Ksexniesai? De sou pernaei apo to mualo? Eisai busy? Ksereis oti tha me deis soon kai apla to afhneis? De mporw na katalavw auto pou les eipame gia ton kairo, eipame ti efaga, eipame pou arghsa na paw uni, pou agxwnomai gia to autokinhto... ti alla? auta ta nea. telos. Den exei nohma na milame 3 wres kai na paparizomaste etsi wste na katalhksoume eki pou ksekinhsame alla me ligo spasmena neura.

Egw thelw na paparistw mazi sou. An oxi kathe mera, toulaxiston mia fora to mhna (gia na mh pw mia fora th vdomada kai se tsakisw). Tha mou peis kai h paparia thelei thn wra ths, den kathesai sthn othoni mprosta kai les shmera einai 13 tou mhna, prepei na paparistw. Alla apo tote pou phges xxx, msn h sto thl de milhsa mazi sou panw apo 10 lepta. Mporei gia sena na einai normal. Kai gw auto thelw na katalavw. Giati egw olo zhtaw kai zhtaw kai zhtaw. Kai olo psaxnw kai psaxnw. E den nomizw na eimai pia toso stalker sou, na eimai toso argosxolh h toso pio polu na s'agapaw apo oti esu.
Esu matakia mou de ta dineis toso shmasia auta. Kai kala kaneis en merh. Twra eimai me thn kopela mou, pernaw kala me thn kopela mou, twra eimai me to mhtso, pernaw kala me to mhtso, twra eimai me ton pokopiko, pernaw kala me ton pokopiko (isws ama paei o pokopikos toualeta kai arghsei kanena 5 lepto na steileis msg sto mwraki sou), twra eimai monos mou, pernaw kala monos mou klp klp. Etsi energeis esu. Egw ksereis pws energw? twra eimai me to mwro mou, pernaw kala me to mwro mou, twra eimai me ton mitso, pernaw kala me ton mitso (to agori mou arage ti kanei? as tou thl), twra eimai me ton pokopiko, pernaw kala me ton pokopiko (ax thelw na steilw mnm sto mwro mou, mou eleipse). To ksereis fadazomai, as sou to pw gia mia akomh fora oti se skeftomai all the time kai oti de mporw na katalavw ola ta parapanw.

kai kati last, pou mporei na se tsatisei, alla tha hthela apanthsh. Mia erwthsh quiz.
Savatokuriako sto parisi me:
a) to mwro mou
b) to mwro mou kai 2 filous
c) 2 filous
d) 2 kolitous
e) ton aderfo mou

Egw me kleista matia se ena analogo kouiz tha elega a). Esu tha peis d) meta c) meta b) meta a) gioupiiii kai telos e). Den eisai 16, eisai 27. Kai gw den eimai mia gomena, eimai opws les h gunaika ths zwh sou kai se pisteuw pou to les. Pws einai dunaton na mhn katafera pote na ginw h filh sou?


Koitaw apo mia meria ta filia pou me esteiles msn me ekeino to gluko arkoudaki kai lew re pousth hlithia gamhse to to e-mail, ti psuxh exei, svhsto apo kei, oloi mazi sou tha asxolountai, den exei provlhmata o kosmos. Kai apo thn allh lew skepseis pou exw kathe mera de tis afhnw xwris paralhpth. Oti grinies kanw tis kanw se sena. Den exw kanenan na milhsw h na anoixtw, me sena to xw to zori, se sena tha ta pw. Kai oti katalaves katalaves kai as paei sthn euxh...